Even when I'm running around wondering why I'm even in the honors program, even when I'm stressed way more than I need to be, even when my room is such a mess I can't rest in it, even when my friends are far away, even when God feels distant, even when my schedule's so busy I can't breathe, I am blessed.
I am blessed with a brain that works more than decently and writing skills that have made way for me already. I am blessed with a loving family--by blood, through friendship, and my church. I am blessed with a man who loves me so much I think I'll burst thinking about it. I am blessed with the time this weekend to work on cleaning my room. I am blessed with a cell phone and the Internet that let me connect to people no matter where they are. I am blessed with a God who is not real based on my feelings but is ALWAYS at my side, even if I can't tell He is. I am blessed with the promise of rest and peace through Jesus and I am determined to take hold of both.
God is good, I'm going to really enjoy my spring break, and hopefully not stress out about this huge project I have to do in the next extremely busy 4 weeks.
I'm also blessed with a fantabulous date to Chicago with the hottest guy ever next wednesday. He's never really explored it and I've been a lot so we're going to have a blast. Perhaps a post about it, if you're interested?
Oh, and I'm blessed with this amazing new item, too: